Hurry up and Enjoy the moment

Conflict. Even internal conflict, at odds with self. “I don’t want to, but I should.” I want to, but I shouldn’t.

There is plenty to do today, just get started.

Finding peace with animals in the house. : I am not at peace at the moment. I am having difficulty getting physically comfortable, because I don’t know how to do it. My environment (the things outside of me), can seem like they are all yelling for my attention. But maybe they are not all yelling at me. Maybe they are just there, and the perception that they need something from me is rather a feeling I have, but I don’t know how to put it into words. Those words are an unknown set of words at this time, I DON’T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE.

My body has never really been comfortable because it always has to be braced for impact. Impact from the outside world. My environment. There is an

Here is the one I did last night. Apparently, I can’t get away from work thoughts. My identity is wrapped up in the package of being a teacher. So I’m trying to survive because it’s fucking hard and I don’t feel inside like I have the answers, so I go inside to find them and it looks like I’m scared because I never actually do the things that are indicated by my peaceful mind time.

Today, I have some bamboo to plant, some weed block to lay down, some rocks to spread out, some leaves to rake.

I’ll let you know how it goes.

As I build this blog, I am hoping to have my niece help edit, update, mess around with, this blog. She’ll be graduating High School this year, and a blog is a fun place to mess around with coding and design principles. It can then extend into entrepreneurial ventures, that seem to be all the rage right now- making money. Definitely necessary to be able to get money. I’ll show her how to be a co-author on the blog. She’s made apps before, so I know she knows how to design things thinking about the end user’s experience: What feelings does the design of the blog bring up? Does anyone get angry- not at the content but because they can’t access a feature that they want to be on it? Is the process to navigate the app or website difficult to figure out? That means, is it easy to go where you are trying to go, or does the flow not seem to be intuitive, and you have to stop to focus on the process. Maybe I’m over thinking, I tend to do that.

Music Caravan

Me Squats

I was only able to do 25.

Then 12.

Then 30

That’s 67 haha😂

Then 23 more.

How many did I do altogether?

Down Dog 60 seconds

Plank 60 seconds

Going down the Road Feeling Bad

Let the Music Play