Christmas

Expectations and guilt, or celebration of love and family? What do you do when you want it to be one thing, but it’s not on the outside. The inner reality doesn’t match the inner longing. Just work on getting rid of the longing? Change the longing by placing a pessimistic view on top of it, clouding it all so even what is there actually gets obscured? 

No. Sitting in whatever it is, grateful that you get to be a part of it all for one more year. Bringing your own unique style of interacting with the world.