What is real?

When everyone gets to work, it will seem real, but right now it all seems like it’s not really happening. I got up at 5:30 or so, did yoga, took care of the animals, said goodbye to my son who is going surfing, then heading back to LA. A few logistical discussions with my wife, sit down to write this. I’m going to go take a shower and then need to let go of what I want to, how I see things, and compromise. That’s fine, can I do it with grace? Can I be easygoing? Can I just go with someone else’s flow? Even if I see that it’s mistake after mistake? No worries, I make mistake after mistake as well. Things don’t just flow, they bounce off of each other and create little problems, like the dust devils of yesterday. Some need my attention, some don’t. I hope and pray to be removed from the problems on a personal level if they really don’t concern me. What is mine, what is not? My patience may be tested today though, I kept waking up through the night, not able to go back to sleep. Sometimes that happens. Sitting on the couch here, the day does not seem real, who knows what is going to come to fruition.

Eating “Nutrition”. We stick to the plan, minor corrections and adjustments, all is going well so far.